



11:14 PM
ake just got back from bkk... and soon again... he broke my heart.... sighs...... =(
i typed this out just now while i was really really sad.... was going to give it to him.. but i decided not to... like wadever man.......!!!!!
"i dunno how you can actually say such stuff out of ur mouth to a girl WHO IS YOUR GIRLFRIEND.. i mean even without thinking... this kinda thing shouldnt be coming out of your mouth if you truly love your girlfriend...
and this is not the 1st time you are saying such things.. i forgiven u the 1st time... and there you are doing it again... once every quarter... i dun understand... you broke my heart really badly once at the start of winter quarter... and at the start of spring quarter.. you haveto do it again... why why???
i know you said u are just joking... but 1st time.. i can take... 2nd time... i might not be able to take it as softly as the 1st... u know.. the minute u said that... my heart shattered into a million pieces.. you might not feel it... but i do!!! all these time... i did everything for you becuz i really love you... and you are like my real "first" love.. the one who made me understand the meaning of the word "love"... the one who made me believe in love... and the one im willing to give my heart and soul too.....
but now... you just left me in the middle of the ocean... i dunno what to do already..."
rah!!! why... i hate love... stupid stuff always happen.......
and i had a long week too... before my bf came back....... sigh... i did so much things this week without his consent... and without telling him... i dunno man... life seems to be so complicated... i reconciled... but i also think i got myself into shit... ahhhhh... i gave up already.... wadever life is... just let it be already... i gave up!!! argh!
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